| K | - Simplicity Life of 2011 - Save The World - Peace

一个真诚的故事。。。

2009-10-22T04:08:00.014+08:00

记得在十月X日的那一天, 无名小卒和屎活战士逛着P.S百货为了找寻
Ade小姐的图片卡，看着那些墙上的样本，无名小卒不经意的忘了到那儿的目的，而无名小卒其实在心中以想为屎活战士现上一份标本，但是屎活战士却
说无名小卒天生没有艺术细胞，猜想她也没打算想和无名小卒一起制照，无名小卒便取消了念头。。

十月X日的开始，不管工作有多忙碌，永不言败的无名小卒还是上网找寻许多样本的资料来添补自己的不足。。

当然顿时间也有玩屎活战士最不喜欢的无聊游戏。。

不知这么了，没用的无名小卒竟然病倒了。。无名小卒知道屎活战士即将为
他展开千人宴，为了不想辜负她的付出，再顽固的无名小卒并马上找寻名医，即使再苦难喝的药，无名小卒还是每两小时钟响醒来捏鼻的吞，而中医西医混和的灵丹奇迹般的让无名小卒勉强复活了，至少没让屎活战士失望。。

终于盼到了千人宴的十月X日的那一天。。
无名小卒其实很早便起身等待。。
玩了玩无聊游戏，也有看看网上图片样本。。
之后便到达屎活战士所设的千人宴。。

屎活战士自认她的千人宴不完美。。

无名小卒却认为是一种独特的回忆，

因为都是他的第一次。。

一起和屎活战士吃了无名小卒从未吃过的煎饼，
联合八国联军驾驶的鸭车海船游舟，
屎活战士点的血嫩牛肉和无名小卒耍赖着不想走的自由餐点，
不配合音乐的水中雷射，
超时却赶上的最后一班佛陀巴士，
浪漫舒服的水缸甜蜜客窝，
蓄水池稀奇的彩色水灯，

这一些的一些，无名小卒都知道。。

屎活战士费尽心思，也真的有感动在心，只是没说出口，

应为无名小卒也有自己的想法来回报。。

十月XX日的开始，无名小卒也已经开始动工了。。也到了屎活战士
的家采取回忆照。。

十月XX日的某X和莫X和莫莫X日等，
无名小卒都是早起晚睡，接着工作。。

十月XX日，无名小卒迟到了，应为他到了Raffles 百货购买些东西，当然那不可以拿来当借口。。

在同一天，无名小卒在红毛丹百货发现了一样东西，计划需要改善。。

十月XX日的某X和莫X和莫莫X日等，
无名小卒还是早起晚睡，接着工作。。

十月XX日，无名小卒即将完成。。
忙得没和屎活战士在MSN聊天。。

就在那一天，屎活战士在MSN的心情纳闷，也问到无名小卒为何没有报导，
无名小卒不能说但屎活战士的言语真的好不体贴，
无名小卒生气了，并把电脑关了。。

无名小卒想说就在那一天，
还有在莫X天等等是真的没时间，她会相信吗。。？，
若告诉她无名小卒没玩游戏，无名小卒没睡午觉，她又会相信吗。。？

所以只能骗她。。
无名小卒有在玩，无名小卒有在睡。。

然后又匆匆忙忙赶去工作。。

工作后，还是很担心，所以塔计程车到屎活战士的家。。
却换来的是冷漠的对待。。

而彼此的简讯更是难过，难堪。。

回到家后，继续动工。。
那一晚的心情，无名小卒流了眼泪，睡着了，但那不是个梦。。

十月XX日，传了简讯来问候，还是得到冷漠的回复。。

在同一天，无名小卒终于完成了作品。。。
却看到了屎活战士的千人宴报导。。
心好像掉了下来。。

这其实是无名小卒想在他遭遇十一月繁忙的APEC之前和十一月十四日想送给屎活战士的一份小礼物。。

虽然它不起眼，但无名小卒真的有放心去做。。

无名小卒从来都没有忽略屎活战士，是他不善于表达。。

无名小卒只想说他和屎活战士在一起的日子，虽然有苦有乐，但他真的觉得他
比以前活得更快乐。。

无名小卒也真的真的真的只爱屎活战士，即使有外来的仙女下凡也没有
屎活战士带给无名小卒的味道和回忆。。

Happy Birthday & Love Valentine 2009

2009-02-12T13:34:00.041+08:00

To my beloved 小葱:

Dear 'M'aybe,

Time passed and flies, the tale of sky and sparrow had became a miracle .. and yes, it's was indeed a happy and surprising scenerio ... Thank you for coming in to part of my life .. Although sometimes I may be stubborn, I can see and feel you have giving in to me " at times " =D ... Yes, I appreciate and I can feel it, dear =)

I do really enjoyed myself very much of every moments of being with you .. Sometimes, I just can't bear to let go .. Words can't describe my thoughts and feeling ... and you know, I'm not good with words =) .. Once again, Thank you for every precious memories you had shared with me ..

Happy Birthday and a Love Valentine, my dear =D

Dear,

Allow me to protect you, to fill you with warm and happiness .. and let me accompany and walk with you with the tale through our life journey .. Together, let us shared joy and weals, walk hand in hand and pass through obstacles and life experiences ..

I hope you do enjoy and love everything I had done for you =)

The days of memories, I had with you =D

A song which I had dedicated for you, dear =D

" We were once two very different people,
too scared to get along,
Till two hearts beat together,
underneath one sun "

" The one very special moment,
turned to our destiny,
has changed for you and me "

" We were two,
and now we are one "

Dear, Happy Birthday and Happy Valentine Day 2009 !!

I wish you healthy and happy always ..

and ..

I love you >.<

Loved: 大蒜

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2009

Loving You

2008-11-17T14:26:00.012+08:00

I may have not succeed, but I am, and I had, already tried my best ...

I hope the affection deeds are able to reflect and shown one's sincerity ...

Days been past, I thanked you for the nice and greatest memories I had with you ...

Sometimes, I blamed myself for the limited time, for I can, being with you ...

I'm sorry, but as you say ... I'm being tasked of being extraordinary then any other normal persons ...

I'm a person whom do not wish to lie and hide, but I don't mind being an unknown hidden anonymous ...

There may have been problems and conflicts whom the both of us may not come to an agreement but I hope we can tried our best to come to an compromise ...

I would like to say problems may not lies purely only upon you but it may also reflected on I ... as I always have deep thoughts ...

I always believed being together and staying together is a difficult test route assigned for two affinity ...

If there would be a day, I'm unable to be around, or I'm unable to take care of you, be sure to get someone whom love you more and take care of you ...

'M'aybe, my dear, I do love you very much ..

I wish everyday you are being filled with blissful memories .. and happiness ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

只要妳能愉快

2008-10-15T17:37:00.018+08:00

在很久以前, 当天空还在接受特训时, 一只贪玩的小鸟突然飞到了天空的视线周围, 原来这只小鸟是以前很喜欢和天空从天亮玩到夜晚, 又从晚上谈天到黎明的开朗自由小鸟 ..

在很多的机缘巧和下, 那时受训的天空即使有多忙碌, 还是能和小鸟序就 ..
认为是个良缘巧合 ..

就这样天空不禁迷上了小鸟的伴随 ..

在小鸟的陪伴下, 天空发现了 .. 它.. 原来 .. 它 .. 从以前就一直在天空身边飞翔环绕 .. 很多回忆中的回忆, 顿时都浮现在天空的脑海里 ..

不经意的, 天空就爱上了小鸟 ..

不过小鸟告诉天空, 有人已收养了它, 已经不能再像以前 ..

天空也明白 .. 看着小鸟与主人过着安定和快乐的生活, 天空决定继续他的训练和生活, 决定不去打搅小鸟的幸福 .. 心里一心一意的祝福它们 .. 只要小鸟开心 .. 天空可以离开小鸟 ..

天空很舍不得的离开小鸟, 即使小鸟有时飞到天空玩耍, 天空都对小鸟下阴天, 装冷淡 .. 因为天空不想破坏小鸟安定生活 .. 想和小鸟保持距离 .. 只要在一旁默默守护它.. 只想看着它.. 只要它不受伤 .. 只要小鸟永远开心快乐 ..

天空只能偷偷爱着它 .. 远远守护它 ..

在天空生活里有两个兄弟, 心情低落都会向太阳和春风哭诉 .. 眷恋小鸟的秘密, 兄弟也只能诉听 .. 兄弟们都说天空很笨很傻 .. 但天空忍为他能一直等待, 监守对自己许下的诺言, 盖念和价值观 ..

而小鸟有时候就一只问天空为何已不像以前向它倾诉而已转向春风 .. 天空也只能含痛硬笑地回应它 ..

天空不愿小鸟感到烦恼, 也只有默忍着这个不能说的秘密 ..

也只能一直等待着, 看守着它 .. 只要小鸟安乐 ..

过了不久, 小鸟突然向太阳倾诉 .. 天空才知道原来小鸟一只被关在笼子 ..
一点也不开心 .. 也已经迷失了方相 .. 而非常烦恼的小鸟很害怕做选择而一而再的逃避 ..

小鸟逃避是因为它重感情, 害怕伤害两方 .. 而它一样地自己在默默承受痛苦, 自己在背负着, 把一切埋在它自己的深心里 .. 一点也不快乐 ..

天空只觉得小鸟真的很傻很傻 .. 也为它心碎 ..

对不起 .. 天空只也能看着小鸟哭泣, 却无能为力 .. 只能给它有限的陪伴和安慰 .. 没办法和它共进退 ..

天空知道小鸟的主人很痛恨天空, 也或许会痛恨太阳和痛恨小鸟 .. 而主人也会怒骂天空或向天空放出仇恨之箭, 但天空也只有能以诚恳的抱歉来回应, 一切的一切就让天空为中心来记恨 .. 希望主人可以不再让小鸟感到压力, 不要让它再为愧疚而哭泣 ..

不时小鸟有一次问了天空什么是爱 ..

其实天空也没什么经历, 也不懂该这么让它了解 ..

天空对它的爱就是这么的说不出, 但打从心里就只希望它每一天过的 ..
开心 .. 安全 .. 和 .. 幸福 ..

天空不是很会说话 ..

但想告诉小鸟, 不管它想飞到哪里,
即使是主人, 不是天空 ..
或者是别的白云蓝天 ..

天空真的真的只想要它过得自由 .. 快乐 .. 也希望小鸟心里能明白它要的是什么 .. 自己要去懂得挣取, 自己要懂得勇敢面对 ..

只要小鸟过得开心, 天空依然会为它过得的蓝 ..

小鸟希望妳能好好给自己时间 .. 平静和休息 ..

天空不知道能为小鸟做什么.. 只希望小鸟能愉快的找到方相 ..

In My Heart

2008-10-13T00:11:00.004+08:00

My heart aches when I see your swollen red eyes ... Do not cry ..

Allow me to share your heavy burden ..
Allow me to share your immense sadness ...
Allow me to be your rightful accompany ..
Allow me to be your greatest condolence ....
Allow me to wipe your flowing tears ..
Allow me to ease your unbearable pain .....

I'll be around, don't you cry ....

Follow what your heart feels ... You will be there ..

"|M|aybe", just want to let you know, you lived in my heart,

My arms are opened for you ...

Stay happy and ... be what you used to be ... the carefree little busy ant ...

A song I had enclosed for you =D

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Mr Gan 22th Celebration

2008-09-04T19:50:00.013+08:00

Worked from the last Saturday night shift till the next morning Sunday ... Phew .. When I reach home the clock in my room had already read 12 p.m in the afternoon ... I took a shower which is less then 5 minutes and landed flat on the bed ... think I had manage to doze off before 12.30 p.m ... I'm really tired .. I'm being awake since Saturday 3 p.m in the afternoon ...

My phone SMS ring tone rang which had woke me up ... Damn .. I'm supposed to meet Gan at Sengkang MRT at 4.15 p.m and the time already read 4.20 p.m ... I SMS Gan back saying I'll be late and faster rush to shower and change ... Phew .. rushing with the time to get everything done ..

Anyway, today we will be celebrating Gan's 22th birthday in advance and I'm meeting Gan early to go for the last day IT fare at Suntec City ...

After I have my shower, change and rush to the traffic light ... Something hit on my mind .. Why am I empty handed ? ... Damn .. I realised that I had forget to take Mr Gan's present ... Grr ... So, I rush back home and take ... And, by the time I reach Sengkang MRT .. It's already 5 p.m ... Gan, I'm so sorry for the wait ..

Gan, I'm very sorry but I don't have the intention to be late ... Confirm !!!

We took MRT to Dhobby Ghaut to change another line ... and guess what .. we even took the wrong direction of MRT ... We are so engrossed in our talking and we are so blur .. Haha ... And, we walk all our way from City Link to the Suntec City IT fare ... there were so many people ... We cruised from level 2, level 3, level 4 and level 6 ... and finally we stopped and shopped at level 6 for some time ... After much strolling and looking around, Gan set his mind and bought his 1 TB external hard disk and I bought a 4 GB thumb drive ... After that, we squeezed our way out to Marina Square to take MRT and went to Plaza Singapura to celebrate Gan's Birthday at one of the Japanese Restaurant =]

We had the celebration with Gary, GY Ying, Cheng Lin, Kenny Chia and Crystal

We had our dinner, chit chatting and cake cutting session at a Japanese Restaurant which is also one of the outlet of Arjisen ... I do loved the salmon and the Wasabi there ^^ Thumbs up =)

And, I also liked the cute Japanese waitress Aki San ~ Hehehe ..

After that, Gary and Crystal went home for their own work engagement, GY Ying and Cheng Lin went for their two couple time .. Whereas, the rest of us went to Mac Donald to have a drink and chat awhile ... After that, we all headed for home in a cab .. I'm so tired ... Phew ..

Mr Gan :

A very good Happy 22th Birthday to you,
I wish and hope you would stay happy and healthy everyday,
I wish you to have success in everything and blessed with smooth work,
May all your wishes be granted true
and I believed one of your wish is

" To have a another person in your life to love you more " =)

Gan, I'm really happy and contented that I'm being blessed with 4 closed buddies in my life and you are my closeness gay buddy .. hehe ^^ !! ..
Although I know I don't have much friends in my life cycle but I don't think it a need .. I believed friends are not counted in figures but measured with sincerity ..
Whenever I had joys or sorrows, I would always pour them to you ..
Whenever I need a listening ear, You will be there to listen ..
Thank you for enduring my stubbornness for more than 10 years .. =)

Thank you very very much ... My best best best buddy ^^

I wish you will find your beloved fate of life soon =)

Last of all, I would also like to wish all the teachers a very Happy Teacher Day

Mrs Cheong, you are always not forgotten and missed, hope I can go and visit you soon if I am not engaged ..

Mrs Cheong, the new environment path today is quite difficult and challenging,

Bless me with the courage and determination to carry on,

A lot of my abilities had been sealed ... but I will not give up on myself and continue to strive hard and surpass them ...

The route of learning journey never ends ..

Peace to the world,

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Time Fly & Life Goes By

2008-07-31T22:11:00.013+08:00

I managed to apply a leave on 25/7/2008 .. as this day is my god brother Ying Xiang NS enlistment at Tekong ... The previous night I came back home at about 11.30 p.m after work .. and I'm super dead beat ... so the next day was lazing about on the bed ... Nagged and scolded by Lau Ma ... and we rushed all the way to Pasir Ris Interchange in cab to meet them .. Lucky still managed to make it and had breakfast at Mac Donald with Nana Sis family they all .. =)

Before enlistment Ying Xiang had already went for his Botak haircut ^^ and I just couldn't help it by touching hehehe ... Maybe this will bring me luck strike 4D ma .. ^^ .. haha ...

After that we took the bus followed by boat to Tekong .. and helped to find out Ying Xiang enrolled to which company, platoon, section and his incharge because I do know Nana sis sure want to know ...

We had a tour of the Tekong vicinities, the medical centre, the training ground, the shooting range, the parade, the auditiorium, the cook house, the recreation room and their dormitory, etc ...

I would say that life standard had indeed improve alot which I think had managed to put all the parents with a peace of mind and entrust their son to the training camp ...

And .. I am too tired that I actually dozed off while listening to the commander officer giving speech at the auditorium ... Till the oath taking section and singing of National Anthem then Xue Lian woke me up ...

After that we proceed to the cook house ... to have our lunch with Ying Xiang and to depart him from there ... I gave Ying Xiang alot of blessing and teaching thoughts and I do hope he is able to take care of himself .. =)

And the time of departing while sending Ying Xiang to the parade square, I could see Nana Sis crying to herself while Lau Ma and Xue Lian comforting, and .. Meng Boon Gor dropping tears quietly standing beside ...
Ying Xiang had always been a good and filial son, this explain why .. =] ...

After that, we took the boat back to Singapore shore ... and decided to accompany Nana Sis to go around shopping to make their mood better ... and also take this opportunity accompany my Lau Ma for the day =)

And ... we went Tampines to shop ... A place which I often frequent ... Whatever .. just go .. I did not buy much except some DVDs and Lau Ma bought some of her stuffs and clothes ... After that we all went home by cab .. Tired ...

Ying Xiang,
I wish you all the best, do take care of yourself, strive hard, give your best and remember what I say .. Okay ?
All the best to you ... =)

Back to my life ..

So far I am enjoying what I'm doing now ... although this is an old work place however the jobscope and environment is still very new for me ... I'm catching up ... Although the working hours are more ... I do felt fulfilling at times as each day I still can aid in some people beyond my limit strength .. =)

And ... everytime on the way home on bus from work ... Either I dozed off on people's shoulder or I overslept my stop .. -.- ... that how blur I am ...

Watched the Art of Devil 3 !! My first R21 movie !! Watch with girl some more ... lucky no " Love Scene " If not paiseh ^^ ... Woo ~ very gruesome and lots of blood scene ^^ I like ~ Hehe .. Anyway this show must be watched with Art of Devil 2 beforehand then will have a better idea whats the movie is about ... So .. I know ^^ Anyway the movie is not bad as the " cut tongue " scene do also managed to make me feel " Wow " ... I thought I'm immune but that scene is really - .- " .. Those who like gruesome, live blood scene can go for this =) Hehe .. I like ~

Lastly the month of July ... this month I never save .. even did get some bonus but ...

I had bought so much things for this month !!! The items here had already cost me closed to $3XX SGD !! ... Lau Ma going to kill me ... Lucky she don't know ^^ because I hide hehe =]

I still haven add the spending on dinner, gifts and other personal usage and items ...

The month of August must really save and eat bread ...

Anyway, I'm spending quite some time for reading on both personal and work life and of course watching DVDs to past time and fill myself ... ^^

Alright, I shall end here and I hope that tomorrow is a better day =)

Take care all my buddies and friends ..

Peace to the world,

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Loss

2008-07-02T00:10:00.002+08:00

I'm at a loss of what I want ...

It seems my mind are in a kind of turmoil ...

Does people really appreciate one who does for them ? Is there ? ...

I have so much to say ... I feel so much of demoralisation ... and I think I'm getting depression soon ...

I'm getting abit out of mind ...

I just just felt I'm not the past | K | ...

My mental is really tired ....

Where are the beliefs which I put my faith and trust on ? ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Lonely ..

2008-06-26T09:18:00.004+08:00

The Bottom Line

Reflecting on life isn't selfish, it's selfless and it helps you be a better friend.

In Detail

Reflecting on your own life isn't selfish in a way, it's selfless. By understanding why you do the things you do, you are able to learn the right kind of lessons you need to become a better friend, a better partner, and a better employee. So don't feel bad about wanting to spend time alone, today. Even though other people who are getting together and having fun want you to join them, your energy is much better suited to introspection. It's a good thing.

In Conclusion

I'm really spending time alone lately on my sleeping off since not feeling well these few days ... bless me well as upcoming events are piling up .... Three off days of mine are been burned off ... Good luck to me ...

I hope all my friends and doing well and fine, the most important thing is to enjoy and being happy of what you are doing ...

Lastly ...

I'm tired also ... Bless me well and good luck ..

and ..

I think I'm having less affections ... I'll start all over again to take upon as a normal new friend, I feel it better to maintain a friendship rather than lose a good friend .. =) ... Hope you are doing fine .. I believed you can ..

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Changes

2008-06-15T05:25:00.003+08:00

The Bottom Line

The changes you want to make aren't the changes you need to make.

Be open minded.

In Detail

Sometimes it's the quietest moment in your day that carries the biggest impact, you won't need thunder and lightening to tell you that you've come upon a huge revelation. The changes you want to make might not be the changes you need to make, so be open-minded about the conclusions you come to. These conclusions might not be what you expected or even what you wanted, but they will be the best answer. Don't hesitate to start down this new path. As soon as you do, you will know it's the right way.

In Conclusion

| K | is gradually have some changes within, I believed ... maybe to | K | mind set and life styles and lastly accepting some unexplainable | K | beliefs ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Words ..

2008-06-04T04:09:00.002+08:00

I think my words had indeed hurt someone deep ...

I'm feeling bad ....

I hope you won't take it to heart as actually there is a more deeper meaning then this .. I am sorry if I am unable to make mysef clear or cause any misunderstanding .. but I am unable to express ...

I still hold on to my own beliefs ...

You are more then a friend to me ....

It is a status which is more important than anyone else ... as I feel you had live a part in my heart ...

Take care and stay happy ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Disappointment

2008-05-27T01:39:00.004+08:00

Disappointment, anger and frustration was piling up high inside me ... I really couldn't explain and help it but this is the current feeling I'm having ...

Though I had practised and trained for 2 weeks, I still failed my physical ...

I am not finding excuses for myself but I think the faults greatly lies on me ... The hypertension nervousness which caused me unable to sleep during the previous night and while running demoralisation scenerios kept appearing in front of my eyes and my mind ...

My determination is still not very strong and not firm ...

I am very angry and frustrated with myself ...

I always set myself in very high expectation and target goals for myself to achieve ... Failure caused do left a very big impact on me ...

I felt so demoralised despite all the hard work I had spent ...

It also proved that not every effort you spend comes in good result ...

My mood now is very bad very bad .. and feeling very sorrow and sad .... it easy to say to get myself retrain but it is really hard to get it done ....

I felt so weak and strengthless that I made myself to be indulge in deep sleep ...

I need time to get back my confidence again ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Perspective Views

2008-05-22T00:39:00.021+08:00

Thoughts of an anonymous | K | ...

While travelling aimlessly nowhere along side of the border edged Singapore ... with no targeted destination or a common location in mind, and yet purely depending on the fate of any tell tale sign of whatever whereabouts to be heading to ... attention was being brought forward by two golden punked hair youth whom was heard talking loudly and sitting at the pavement near to a wooden bench ...

Observation was made and conversation was heard ... These youth appears to be in their age 14th to 16th and was having a discussion talk about their " Love Life Relation " ... with their perception ..

Located not far away from the youth was seen with another bench, | K | sat down for a little rest and at the same time to listen to the thoughts of voice between the youth perception of love and life ...

In conclusion ..

Conversation between these two youth could be say as hopeless and senseless ..
| K | felt wasted his precious time. Helplessly, a look and smile was shown at them ... Yet, in return, a glare was been pay back as in favour ..

| K | walk off, looking at the eyes of both of them and smile back to them with a grin, shaking his head and aimlessly to look for another aimless destination ..

Thoughts filled in ... | K | .. as if the scenario befall on him ..

Does liking a person had to break up other people just because of you like ?

Does liking a person had to go all the way to hurt another person ?

Does liking a person no need to care whatever circumstances and just to be with her is enough ?

Is this fair to him and fair to her ? ... Just because of you like ? ...

Aimlessly ... Wandering ... Days pasting by days ....

| K | eventually found the answer to the mist ..

From the people and from the life ...

If someone asked | K | what is the meaning of loving a person ?

This is the best quotation and answer | K | had adopted ..

When | K | really love and like a person,

No matter the whole world does not believes in her,
| K | would sat down to listen and trust in her ...

No matter under what circumstances of danger,
| K | would stand in front of her and defend for her ...

No matter how hard of a wish that she wish to be fulfill,
| K | would be her Aladdin genie to grant her wish ..

If | K | see her smile,
| K | would also be happy ...

If | K | see her cry,
| K | would also accompany and share the sadness with her ...

If | K | known she is being hurt,
| K | would blame himself why he did not protect her ...

When | K | feel she is not around,
| K | would worried about her safety ..

When | K | had lost her,
| K | would feel very sad and very helpless ..

If there is a chance | K | would like to protect her, take care of her ..
till she realised the existence of | K | ...

But ...

Now the person is already been filled with happiness and content of what she have, it doesn't matter who she is with, and she had already made the choice,

the only key factor | K | want her to have is

... Happiness and Bliss ...

| K | would stay away from her ..

because | K | cannot be stubborn and selfish ...

It is believe to be the way of the fate of life ..

A very nice song ...

which | K | would like to share as if the voice from the heart ..

If I Let You Go ... Westlife

Day after day, time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but i can't find

The courage to show, to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
How will I know, if I let you go

Night after night, I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a shame, we're worlds apart

I'm to too shy to ask, I'm to too proud to lose
But sooner or later I've gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
How will I know, if I let you go

| K | will try to let you go ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Happy Mother's Day

2008-05-10T23:39:00.003+08:00

| K | : 母亲节快乐 !!

The actual day of mother's day actually falls on tomorrow Sunday .. but due to my working shift fall on tommorow so I have to make it in advance today ... Lucky I had reserved a table in advanced since last week ... and even it a Saturday it is still very 人山人海，水泻不通 ...

All the highway at CTE, PIE, TPE .... no need to say ... it is so frustrating long ... I believed taking a transport MRT would be really much faster ... but the problem is the restaurant situated at a very deep inside place ... and | K | no money afford car so 没办法 then have to take 2.80 go ... Even I got car I also don't want drive ^^ ...

I would say I am quite lucky that I did really make the correct initiative to make the reservation last week .. If I never make the call, I believed we would have to wait till 9 p.m or 10 p.m plus then we could have our meal ... And one more thing, I found out that the Marina South Long Beach Restaurant had already shifted place to Tanglin Dempsey Road, if not we would have make a waste trip and become an unpleasant 母亲节 ..

吃了一个非常丰富的一餐， =）... 希望老妈今天开心 ..

| K |:

老妈，你辛苦了，有时我会心情不好，倔强 .. 你都会容忍我的脾气 ... 我都知道 .. 谢谢你 ...

祝老妈每天都开开心心，身体健康，青春美丽，永无烦恼 .. 母亲节快乐 !!

对我来说其实每天都是母亲节=）...

| K |: -.- ... 老妈说我就是他的烦恼 ...

From tomorow onwards, everyday must eat bread ... hahaha .. pocket today burn very big also, upcoming father's day on the June .. And ... Father's and Mother's Birthday together on the July ...

吃面包了，一天一餐一片面包 .. 加自来水 ...

Alrightly, 老哥 also made some remarkable progress, very good, I am proud of him, I'm motivated again with challenges and I do hope myself would hear some good news soon ... if have ...

Bless | K | with endless moral, fire passion and lady luck =)

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Ponder ...

2008-05-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

I managed to have some own self time this few days ... even though have a couple of free hours .. however .. I did not play much ... did not went out .. nor hang out with my buddies ... I'm simply lying on the bed to rest of ... thinking .... while staring at the mid night dark sky .... after my work or after my own self training ... I'm somehow felt tired .. and don't feel like doing anything ...

I'm I really forcing myself too much ? ... but actually I do set myself with my very own expectations to met ...

Few events and incidents had happened .. which really had demoralised me ...

I'm starting to ponder ... and ponder .... with questions and questions started to filled up inside me ... asking myself ...

Is this the line, the team, or the environment that is suited for me ? ...

In the game of a basket match, 5 players would fight as a team in their different roles, yet scoring together with the same scoreboard, trusting and assisting in each other positions, addition with the cheer combination from the audiences, they are a whole .. I believed a team would shine out and creating miracles by clearing all the hindering obstacles .. but ...

Being a team of 2 .. or 3 .... Can the team really succeed .. ?

or the strength of 1 ? ... after the leftover fighting mate had gotten worn out ...

Suddenly in the mid ... my mind was in a black white out, I do not know what I actually want ...

In the field of medical science, doctors and scientist went through experiments, sacrifices, type of different specimens challenges ...

Today they may lose something in their life or sacrifise their love, however if the thesis was proven, more than 10000 lifes of mankind or more would be save ...

If there is a chance, even to sacrifise time, family, friend, love ... Would you ?

I would want to ..

but the chance does not permis me ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Busy Life ...

2008-04-28T03:14:00.006+08:00

I'm really busy with my work these days ... and I'm also very tired .. It's been so long I had spend time with my family and friends ... All my time had been spent in my daily work ... I'm so look forward pending for a break ... and my future route to decide ... I'm tired .... but this is a challenge for me now, I want try to make my mark and have my good result so I won't have regrets ...

My brother had been working hard with good progress and result now ... How can I lose =) ... and lastly .... these days had been happening alot of things ... though I'm unable to say ..

I just hope for the best .... in whatever I do in my best ..

and .. lastly ... remember to take care .. =)

Cheer up and be happy

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

|K| - Simplicity 2008

Simplicity Thoughts

2008-03-23T21:28:00.030+08:00

I am back =)

心情和思想平静了很多 ... 这一段日子真的非常非常忙碌 ... 而忙碌的生活也让我无法想太多 ....

累的有时候还发着呆 ... 压力也非常非常的大 ... 即使我真的很累, 半夜也无法睡得稳 ...

在家人面前我不想让老妈担心所以我都会埋在心里 ..

Phew ... I was so engaged and tired .. but now at least life and work is getting slightly better ... =) ya .. only slightly ...

当然也发生了很多事, 也明白了一些东西 ...

珍惜今天你所拥有的, 因为很多事不是生活上能欲料或者是你想要就会这样 ..

眼前所拥有要爱惜, 因为明天不一定到来 ... =)

I am fortunate to say I'm lucky to escape a misfortune and it did really make me realise to treasure the things and people around .. Woo ~

After all ... Maybe =) ....

After one of the toll tiring night shift of work, I still went straight ahead for banking and shopping with 老妈 ^^ .. although how much she wanted me to sleep and rest 可是我就是不放心 .. 而当然有谁能说服我已决定好的事, 我是顽固的 ^^ .. Anyway, though it's only a simple trip and routine shopping ... The chemistry and feel that day I do really felt very comfortable ... It's been a long time I spend a weekend with 老妈 .. and she really 没有手下留情 ..

妈: 今天你有来, 所以我会买更多东西 ..

Kiat: -. - " 我还没睡 "了" ...

Help to carry four big loads of plastic filled with goods ... big packets sugar, washing detergents, oil ... etc .. etc ... etc .... and ... I went home drop dead ... Zombie ..

后来也想恋我第三个家人 - 我乾妈娜娜姐姐的家 ^^

Somehow, I do miss them and I'm also unable to help my niece 雪莲 celebrate her birthday on the actual day, so I went over to gave her a belated treat at Delifrance and eventually spend the night at 乾妈 house .. =)

I personally hate people who snores .. and you know what ... the very next day .. my neice and her brother say I snore very loud ... hahaha .. think I'm really too tired .. because normally I don't snore .. but this really prove 家的 feel ~ ..

And ... such a coincidence .... both of these devils like to play Rubik's Cube but don't know how to play ... and they bother me to teach them ... really bother me !!! and I had spend the day and night to teach them ... till midnight 3 a.m ... and they should thanked me for such a good mentor ^^ They master it in less then 24 hrs =)

But, I would say they are really also quite quick enlightened .. ^^

I personally do really admired people who figure out how to play this Rubik's Cube own self ^^ " I figure myself ^^ " .. so these two devils are not in my admirable list hehehe ... but then I still do look upon and respect Female / Girl who are able to play Rubik's Cube ... I don't know why but it just gave me the feeling .. " Wow ~ " ...

Maybe the next affinity girl which appear in front of me playing Rubik's Cube completed it by my estimated time .. which make me say a " Wow ~ " or thought of " Maybe ~ "... then this will really be the affinity of 命中注定的人 ^^

Seems like I'm putting everything on the fate of a Rubik's Cube -. - ... Anyway, I am really engrossed and interested in it ...

它其实也向人生一样 ...

乱掉的时候, 停下来, 静下来, 找回方相, 排回原来顺序 =)

I just love it ..

I'll be considering buying 4x4x4 and 5x5x5 Rubik's Cube .. Stay Tune =) but provided I have the time ^^

Lastly, the King of Black Spider my IDOL " 萧敬藤 " had came to Singapore !! I expect him to have his album very soon .. Yup ... and I'm definitely buy it =)

Never in my life did I ever admire any male singer, however 萧敬藤 is really one of the unique singer whom can sing into people heart ..

今年的他才二十岁, 但已经有非常大的成就 .. 萧大侠的歌真的很好听 ...

　　　　　　　萧敬腾＂和＂张惠妹　：　一眼顺间

The powerful and unigue voice and finally his new song =) which will be releasing soon in his new album ...

He did really inspire alot of people through his voice vocal .. which also make me so much want to sing !! ... I believe, I beliefs .... !!!

真诚的唱一定能带来感动 =)

我的心中也有自己的旋律 ... 希望为来有机会唱给命中注定的人听 =)　

虽然很难听，忍一忍就过去了 XD ...

Last but not least, seems that alot of my blossom friends suddenly all went overseas ... Yuyun, Gan, Yueyin and Mayi ... don't know what month is this .. all leave at this period and moment .. -. - .. Anyway, all of you are not forgotten ... wish you all no matter is for studies, or for NS, or for work engagement or for tour .. May you all still enjoy yourself and have a safe trip journey =) Everyone must buy something for me OK !! ^^

And ..

Happy Birthday to Gary Leong 22th =) I'm really engaged in work these days and I can only send you my blessing through SMS =) Let's have a dinner when Gan return and after I settle down .. ^^ Happy Birthday To You ~

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Simplicity 2008

Someday, Somehow

2008-02-17T23:09:00.003+08:00

Phew ... it a long time since I blogged ..

Yup .. Work and own engagement activities had being kept me busy and engaged .. and sometimes I'm too tired or rather lazy ..

Since I have neglect this blog so much and there were also alot of outside people being brought attention to here ... I'll think I'll stop my pen here ..

Personal thoughts are still hard to be shared with the public .. thats what I feel ..

Thanks to everyone whom had given support to I and this little blog ..

Someday or somehow when I think the time is right, maybe I'll be back ..

with .. my very own interesting stories ..

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Simplicity 2008

Chinese New Year

2008-02-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today I'm on leave =) Yea ~ !

Earlier on had my reunion dinner with family at home, We had steamboat ^^ ... This year abit special ... because Lau Ma buy 2 live crab come back and plan to steam it .. and ... Lau Ma don't dare to kill it ... -.-" hehehe .. so what she did ? She put them in the freezer !!! .. the first hour she take out ... and the crabs leg still alive and kicking ... so she put inside again for two more hours hehehe ... then she say " Ta Men Hui Zhi Ran Si, Wo Mei You Sha Ta Men " .. -.-" Natural death of two crabs found in freezer ...

Anyway ... the dinner are really great ^^ Thumbs up !! A very fabulous dinner

The dinner is nice not apparently of the food but the warm feeling of the reunion Thats what I feel .. really great =)

Old people always say the eve of chinese new year, rice cooker must be filled with rice even though you unable to finish it .. same applied to the container where you contains uncook rice ... All must be filled full ... and the refrigerator must be also filled with fish, meat, etc ... As they says then every year will bound to have " Da Yu Da Rou and Rice to eat " =) I have to respect old people saying because Lau Ma is doing it also ^^ and it also a day where Lau Ma won't complain no one eat finish the rice hahaha ...

A very happy chinese new year to everyone, thanks for all the SMS and wishes ... sorry I don't have all those new year SMS wishes so again I wish all my family and friends as follows :

Happy Chinese New Year to All !! Have a healthy body and may wealth showered with good luck and good luck =) Work be smooth with less obstacles and salary shall rise till cloud nine ^^ Everyone to be blessed with happiness =) Smilez ~

This year my grandmother days had not passed, so actually I'm not suitable to go people house to " Bai Nian " and people also not suitable to come because no " Hong Bao " so abit paiseh .. but I still welcome people to come my house as long as you all don't mind =) because I always like gathering and reunion .. anyone wants to come just give me a call ba =)

I also felt paiseh to turn down Yuyun and Jasmine gathering .. actually is not I don't want to go but my work start on the third day .. have to resume my status to clear the piss ... so I hope you all understand and carry on have your fun ... my mind and spirit will be with you all ^^ hehehe

I would also like to say a thanks to the so call who named himself the " Great Advisor TYP " I know you care and concern for me ... but still the words .. thats how the way I am .. I appreciated what you say and advised =) Thank You ..

Last of all, to " You " =)

Please believed me that I'm not out to test you .. I am concern of how you feel and it is also a barrier line for me to face it =) Anyway, I already know which boundary I should stand =)

I wish you all the best .. and be happy =)

Phew, time for me to relax and enjoy this Chinese New Year .. after that I'll be back to clear the piss on day three and work all the way ... bless me good luck =)

Peace to the world

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Simplicity 2008

Memorial

2008-01-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

Mrs Cheong, you are alway missed and not forgotten

In your years of teaching, you are not only a teacher but also a sister like caring friend to all your students ... All the people whom was once taught by you definite knows it ... Although you had been called back home, however you still lived in the heart of us ...

Mrs Cheong, do bless your students well .. and ...

Peace to this world always

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Simplicity 2008

The New Year of 2008

2008-01-08T02:57:00.000+08:00

The Year of 2008 had come .. Hmm ... People and collegues asked me any New Year Resolutions set on 2008 ? ... My mind was totally in blank white ...

Anyway thanks for everyone whom SMS and wishes me nice new year ... I did not SMS reply back the wishes because my phone does not have all these greeting messages and all the people whom SMS the messages are all about the same ... Anyway thanks, I appreciate with the bottom of my heart ..

In the year of 2007, I did really learn and benefits alot ... The greatest things which I have aquired in life should be confidence, experience, beliefs and sociality ... however the route of learning never ends .. In this line of life, there is bound to be unexpectation of scenerios and returns ... I do hope all these encounters do engaged me in becoming a better person ...

Suddenly that night I had the dream ... In the dream .. you asked me why .. and you asked me who .. and I eventually told you the truth .. you cried .. and I eventually also shed down tears .. and after I wake up ... I am really shedding tears ... I smile to myself .. The dream is really so true ... If time do really turn back .. I would really go beyond my beliefs .. and told you everything .. just wanted you to know .. at least you know .. that will do .. but I think I can't now .. It's too late ...

How I wish I am trapped in the world of dream and never come back to reality ... but that is only deceiving my very ownself ...

In the year of 2007 I also aquired my very own " 不能说的秘密 " ...

Resolutions of 2008 ? ... Hmm ..

I hope my family, my friends all blessed with happpy life and healthy body ... and every one also have smooth work ahead ...

I also wish you well blessed with happiness ..

Lastly, may this world have filled with peace everyday ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Simplicity 2008

Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year

2007-12-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

Seems you guys are so busy with your lifestyles also ... This is the third time I tried to organise something but still couldn't work out ... nevermind .. I understand you all have your own busy schedule also, since I can't accomodate everyone timing, I'll give it a miss .. I think it's better for you guys to ask me out instead ..

Christmas and New Year coming .. so many wishes and thoughts in my mind ... there were so much things in my mind I felt like to accomplish them .. but so hard ... I don't know why but now seems I had become more impatient and furious in some way against some matters .. phew .. I just want things to work in fast result ... and sometime I'm too sentimental and emotion over some stuffs .. but I believed thats how the way I am .. phew ...

The Bottom Line:

The many work related details that you know like the back of your hand seem like an alien language to someone else, so if you really want to get your point across, you are going to have to connect the dots. Gratitude gives people a long memory. If you continue coming to people's aid today, you will be reaping huge rewards for a long time to come. Try not to show your cards before it is the right time to do so, you wouldn't want to share too much information and lose your competitive edge. It's time to keep your secrets closely guarded. This might be against your generous nature, but it is in your best interests.

Seems the horoscope is so true .. Somethings do really hard to explain .. and I have to kept it at heart ..

Santa Claus please wish my work goes well, grant my family and friends with good health and body .. Happy is the most important thing in life .. and lastly peace befall upon in this world ... For me .. a selfish wish, maybe let me encounter a very beautiful kind hearted lady and allow me to aid her in her rescue assistance and then become .. an item ? ... or let a fated nice girl befall ... I believed in fate .. Maybe .. wishful thinking ... All the best .. off to clear the piss of the Christmas Eve and New Year ..

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Simplicity 2008

Obligations

2007-12-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

Lie - An inaccurate or false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive or to convey a false impression, an intentional untruth and falsehood

White Lie - An often trivial, diplomatic or well intentioned untruth harmless lie

I myself hatred very much for people whom lie, but if one day if there would be for me to tell a white lie due to circumstances, I would not hold back to do so, however I do hope my beliefs stay with me always .. for life ...

Conscience - The inner sense of what is right or wrong in one's conduct or motives, impelling one toward right action, complex of ethical and moral principles that controls or inhibits the actions or thoughts of an individual

Integrity - Adherence to moral and ethical principles, soundness of moral character, honesty

Fairness - Free from bias, dishonesty, or injustice, a fair decision and a fair judge regardless of age, gender, race, language and religion

Justice - The quality of being just righteousness, equitableness, or moral rightness, to uphold the law and fairness of a cause

Honour - A title and degree given to a person as a mark of respect in term of his ability, work and services in reason for a pride

Pride - Sense of one's own proper dignity value, self respect, pleasure or satisfaction taken in an achievement, possession, parental pride

Passion - Powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love , extravagant fondness, enthusiasm and desire

and lastly the most important thing which people seek for ...

Truth - The verified true or actual state of a matter fact reality

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Heartlanders of 2007

Success and Dislike ...

2007-12-01T22:47:00.001+08:00

Finally, I took the time off to watch the HERO movie .. and thanks guys ... I do know it's a last minute decision to sudden ask you all out to accompany me .. I do appreciate it =) Anyway, the movie to me was really great and the show takes about 2 hrs 45 mins .. long, sweet and nice .. For the 3 blur heads of GY Ying, Kenny Chia and Mayi of unknown of what the show was really about ... haha .. thanks for your pressence and time then ... so I summarised abit for you all, if you do really interested in the series then borrow the DVD from me ba ... The special movie DVD once it out, I will go and purchase also ^^ ..

Here it goes ...

Kohei Kuryu (Takuya Kimura) was a former juvenile delinquent which drops out of junior high ... There was a time where he commited mistakes however his prosecutor did lead him back to his path .. To Kohei Kuryu, prosecutor are the only voice to represent the victim, assailant or people that were involved in the incident cases. As such he was passionate to become a prosecutor and he goes on to high school to earn his high school equivalency diploma and passing the law boarding exams .. Unlike other prosecutors, he have his own typical style such as wearing jacket and jeans to report for work and investigating the crime of scene which he need not to ... however he is only keen in finding the truth for the victim to sound for the dead .. The show also did add in some comedy, as he is also one of those TV shopping maniac ... He do always buy what is shown on TV and used them during his work .. His style of investigation was unqiue and had earned him respects and also influence the working collegues around him .. As such he duel cases with big lawyers and to the extent of minister ... Despite how hard it may be or in a situation he knew that he will lose and get transfer, he do hold onto his own beliefs and fight till the truth of light ... Anyway, at the end of the show there would always be a shop where he would frequent visit to, the shop owner also similar like him .. a super TV shop maniac and he does know how to make all the world dishes despite his mini shop ... and to anywhere Kohei Kuryu travel, he will see this shop owner ... with the both of them purchasing the TV items and trying out the shop owner countries type of dishes ...

Hope that these did aid you guys in understanding more about it =)

For the lucky draw event ... Haiz .. I missed my Acer Laptop and LCD TV ... why never hit me !!! ... hahaha ... and I only hit 4 free golden village cinema tickets ^^ ... Seems like fate request me to watch HERO 4 times more again huh ... wahahaha ....

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Heartlanders of 2007

A Day At Sentosa

2007-10-08T22:24:00.001+08:00

Previous night I was drinking the red wines ... though the wine did make me giddy but actually I am totally sober in mind but not the view of sight .. so I realised this was how the so call alcoholic can makes one feel giddy ... the sight in front of me was indeed really turning round and round .. I lied on the bed ... and also pondering questions over questions .. and finally I comes to a decision .. I had already decided and made up my mind .. lastly my eyes failed me and I dozes off when the time was about to hit 5 a.m in the morning ...

As early as 9 a.m ... my personal HP rang .. again and again ... after that followed by my house phone ... ya ... then I remember TYP giving me morning calls ... today Slackers INC outing will be going to Sentosa and also to celebrate Estee's Birthday ... faster get up .. wash up .. and check all my packed necessities whether did I bring along .. and then when I was about to set off ... Mother whom was from market on the way home then told me ...

Lau Ma: " Ah Kiat ah ... I already buy your Ta Mee Pok .. eat liao then go hor ... "
Kiat: " Orh .. "

Then I just wait for her to come back first .. before setting off .... and then called up TYP telling them I will be late and will reach before or at about 11.30 a.m ... so ask them to proceed for their lunch without me ..

Upon reaching Harbour Front .. time read 11.40 a.m ... still late .. and so many people are waiting for me ... Alvin, TYP, Kenny, Arwin, Koki and Mel, Kelvin and Estee ... Wa .. paiseh sia ... so many people waiting ... " Sumimasen " then I wish Estee a Happy Birthday ... and we bought our bus tickets to Sentosa .. and we set off ... to Sentosa !!! ... Wew ~

We arrived at Palawan beach and settled down under a big tree ... It's good for a shade also ^^ ... then apply sun block lotion ... and sit under the sun for awhile ... who knows the sun only comes out about 15 minutes ... mood swing then hide behide the clouds liao ... Grr .... so then we grouped ourselves to play a game of volleyball ...

Mel, Kelvin, TYP and I formed a group and the rest .. Estee, Koki, Kenny, Alvin and Arwin the other group 4 VS 5 ... and .. Arwin and Alvin these two tall guys together in a team how to play sia ... and actually all of us does not really know how to hit a volleyball but then we still have our fun la ... the score I think reads about 11:3 and you know which team win .. ^^ my team just pick ball and surf ball only ... haha and then followed by a game of Captain ball ...

Mel, TYP, Alvin and I formed a group to VS Estee, Kelvin, Kenny, Koki and Arwin ... 4 VS 5 again ... why I always in the lesser group huh -.- .. so I must run and run and run, jump and jump and jump ... and then Alvin the tallest in our group, so he be our catcher and we left TYP, Mel and I to do the running and passing of ball ... and TYP ... run till panting also ahahaha ... tired ah ... but fun .. the most funny part was actually Estee and Kenny passing ... Estee throw at Kenny's face and then Kenny just tends to keep miscatch Estee passing .. and Estee whenever she want to find someone to pass .. it is always Kenny face in front her and yet Estee don't want to pass him instead .. don't trust him ... hahaha .. we just keep laughing and laughing over Kenny silly actions wahaha ... and when I look at Kenny I also keep laughing which make me lose the ball cause he really make me laugh the hell of it ^^ ... so we played about 2 hrs ... then .. the sky turned dark and soon the rain started to pour, the " Category 1 " siren rang .. haha ... we then proceeded to one of the bus stop area for shelter ... the rain seems getting bigger and bigger .. and soon Alvin, Mel and Koki left Sentosa first ...

At this point, I took out my father's camera ... to my " horror ", I spotted the camera lens had cracked with a scratch like mark ... jialat liao ... I don't even know how it crack sia .. and till now I haven tell father sia ... " Zhe Mo Ban " ?? ....

We then took the bus back to the beach station and settle ourselves at coffee bean and slack awhile ... and to Estee's delight ... the sun came out from the clouds and show it's face again ... and TYP even called back to his Tekong Office and attained a " Category 3 " weather forcast for the rest of the day ... and we proceeded back to Siloso beach ..

Estee keep asking for Karyating so we tried our best to find ... keep finding and finding ... and finally got it which is located near this Raza Sentosa resort ... so we check out the price and availability ... and initially we could just have our Karyat boats at about 4.30 p.m ... but then we proceeded to find lockers and store our bags ... and the boats got rented by others away ... nevermind ... so TYP, Arwin, Kelvin and I had a game of 2 Vs 2 soccer first ^^ ... and Estee just have a chat with Kenny by the side ..

This time fair and square 2 VS 2 .. and I grouped with Kelvin ^^ ... and we win 3:1 !! Goal ~~ even I don't know how to play soccer but how can I run lose to TYP ahahaha ... and we are tired and start to panting again lol .. sat down for a rest and then followed by we all went inside the beach sea to play the water ... and also passing of the ball to make each other totally wet ^^ ...

Time reach 5.05 p.m and we go and take our karyat, paddles and life jacket ... and TYP also take single karyat and end up .... ahahaha ... Capsize ... " Boom " .. ^^ and so hard to help you up ... have to go ashore again .. -.- ... up again liao see him panting again lol .. nvm it's a good experience and fun isn't it ... and we have our karyating fun for 1 hour and they all tried the capsize and recovering of karyat of ownself but to no avail .. hehe .. ya it's very hard and take alot of strength ... so it's always better to have mates to support and lend a helping hand beside ... I does believes it's the same theory in life .. when you " capsize " .. you will pend for people to save you out of the " water " as soon as possible .. =) nevermind as long as I'm around I will stretch out my helping hand ^^ and pull you out of the " water " .. if you are in need =)

Happy moments are always fast to pass ... one hour seems so fast and it's over and we return our boats ... so whats our next plan ?? ... and Kelvin suggested Basketball !! ...

Kiat: " No ball how to play ? "
Kelvin: " Use soccer ball loh ! .. Can one La .. "
Kiat: " Diaoz " ..

Idea ah and Innovative ahaha ... and this time 3 VS 3 ... Kelvin, Kenny and I as a team, followed by Arwin, TYP and Estee another team ... and This TYP like war tank keep come and " Long " me .. my toes la .. back la ... body la ... really like kena war tank rolled over ... -.- Bully ah huh ... but then we all have our fun la haha ... Estee also keep shooting the ball and get the balls in the basket .. which burns Kenny's passion ^^ .. Woo ~ .. jump and jump and jump ... run and run and run ... and kena bang and " Long " over and over again .. which lead us to stop when the sky turns dark and the time hits at 8 p.m plus ... so we proceeded to our lockers .. take our things ... slack awhile and proceeded to the new set up of Cafe Del Mar ..

I believed Cafe De Mar is a new set up club ba .. I also never go before ... this is my first time ... so we went there with our dirty and wet outfit and go there settle down hahaha ... anyway it a club with a dance floor with a swimming pool like area for people to dance, so they don't mind us for being wet .. then We ordered our drinks and foods and have our dinner there ... and Estee's also treat us to a drink =) Thanks ... Happy Birthday To You Again ~ ... ^^ and we toast ^^ ... after that Kenny, Kelvin and Estee went inside the pool whereas TYP, Arwin and I just stay up ... don't feel like going down ^^ I am super tired and my clothes and underwear is very wet ^^ ... so I just sit down and slack around ... anyway that night also not much people .. maybe it's a Sunday night .. perhaps if got chance next time come again on a Saturday ... After that we proceeded to the shower room, to have our shower and then proceeded to Vivo City Harbour Front MRT to take the trains home ...

I am so so so so so tired .... I had games of volley ball, captain ball, basketball, soccer, Karyat .. and bla bla bla activities ... and when was the last time I played so mad sia ... haha ... seems like I just sudden flew back to secondary times in a nick of time ... I had so long never being sweat so much and tired ... I had really enjoyed the day ^^ Thanks guys ~

Lastly, everyone and Estee hope you all had your fun too and Kenny may your operation comes to a success =)

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Heartlanders of 2007

Early 21st Year Old Celebration

2007-10-08T20:40:00.001+08:00

Yeap ... Friday can go out for dinner with family means no call back, no work and no piss !! ^^ and ... I can continue my celebration as usual on Saturday .. =)

In the afternoon, I wake up at about 12 p.m afternoon and get everything ready then make my way to Plaza ... reach Plaza at about 2.05 p.m ... Gan, Kenny, TYP and Kenny Seah had already reach ... so I faster make arrangements and get them the room for them to start their concert ^^ since I already make a reservation ... and the rest then followed coming by one by one and two by two ... GY Ying la ... Mayi and her Bf ... then Kokki and Mel ... then Kelvin and Estee ... and finally all reach and settle down ... " THANKS HUH ... for coming late ... " BIG CARDS right " ... but nevermind got come better then no come .. and finally ~ I also settle myself down ..

For me, I just keep frequent went to each room to give my best entertainment and provide the greatest service I can bring to them ... and also to jump queues to sing ^^ ... wahaha ... hope you all don't mind ^^ ... and hope you guys enjoy ..

At about 5.45 p.m then we cut the the cake ... and ya ... this year really powerful ... cut three times of birthday cakes already ... haha .... and I think the fourth one maybe is coming near also ... haha ... maybe yes .. maybe no .. ^^ After that we all carry on singing again ... We sang till about 7.45 p.m then we proceed to have our dinner at Cafe Cartel and also meeting Peixin, Crystal and Gary for dinner also ...

At Cafe Cartel ... no seats !!!! .... Grr ... I want to make reservation don't want let me make ... then now I told you got 15 persons then you tell me " HUH " so many ah ... I almost scold " San Zi Jing " sia ... So I just wait and wait and wait ... and wait and wait ... the last table got one couple .. and wait for the female to eat up finish her pork rib ... and finally .... really finally ... super finally ... I then get all of us together to sit in a row ... phew .... but then one more thing struck me hard again .... seems the menu dishes alot of things sold out .... super paiseh sia .... so I just hope you guys can go along with the alternatives of what they have ... paiseh paiseh ..

After that, Peixin, Crystal, Gan and GY Ying come my house for a short majiong session ... after much " persuadation " then Peixin come ... -.- and she also the star of the night .. she won all again ... initially TYP, Kelvin, Kenny Seah and Yida also came wanted to play majiong but then last minutes all tired liao and the next following day we are going Sentosa so we just called it off ...

All my buddies and friends, thank you all for your presents and pressence, I do really appreciate for your time and coming ... I had tried my best to provide and accomdate the best I can .. hope you guys don't mind and have enjoy the day ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Heartlanders of 2007

Family Dinner =)

2007-10-06T02:33:00.001+08:00

Afternoon I was awake up by Peixin's SMS ... asking me how many people going tomorrow ... Phew ... at least it's not the station whom SMS or called me back ... I was really scared me out of the wits sia cause if kena called back my day is not " Blue " liao .. is " Super Dark Deep Blue " haha ... and .. I faster check my HP and the other HP whether any miss call or SMS ... luckily .. " NO " ... Phew ... so I am allowed to celebrate and have dinner with Mother tonight =) ... Faster tell Lau Ma through mobile ... able to make it .. hehe ...

Lau Ma and Lau Pa each give me a red packet ... and Lau Ma packet was really huge inside ... hehehe .. secret ^^ ... and Lau Gor give me one G-Shock watch ... Thank you .. ^^

So we have our fabulous dinner at Marina South Long Beach restaurant, actually it was the first initial working place which I was in Secondary 2 and I worked part time there ... haha ... it's a great memory and finally I am able to afford and go there eat seafood and to let people served me ... wahaha ... When I was in Secondary 2 ... I was always filled with envious of people having those good food ^^ ... now I let them pay me back and serve me ... but then the old supervisor and manager all left le ... no chance to see them ... but then I still able to get the supervisor give me discount and a free plate of fruits as I still know one of the manager there hehe .. better then nothing ...

We had a fabulous Meal of seafoods ... Lobster la ... Crabs la ... Calms and etc etc ... We have a very very full meal ^^ ... Super " Xin Fu " ...

After the meal ... we really wait very long unable to get a cab then take MRT home ... On the train .... still thinking of the bamboo calm and lobster taste along the way home and now ... ahahaha .... I just like the calm taste .. =)

As Lau Gor from Pastry school, he had made a cake .. then at home as a celebration of I and he together as both of us born October .. so " Yi Qi Qing Zhu " ... so then we take photos of it ...

I will wait for my actual day then I will make my wishes =) and I also hope tomorrow everything will be smooth and enjoyable ..

I am happy tonight really ... I just wish everything is well and fine and happy is the most important thing in life ...

and " Maybe " .. sleep well and tight =) I'll think of you and watch over ya =)

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Heartlanders of 2007

New Blog Entry

2007-10-02T14:13:00.002+08:00

Finally ... managed to set up a new blog ... as there are more features here ... =) ... I have throw back all my Java and HTML knowledge sia ... cause I actually took about 7 Hrs to set this simple blog up ... and have to refer back to all those HTML codes ... Grr ... Anyway ... this will be my new blog ba ...

The song " Close To You " entitled for you, I'll always look upon you ....

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

Heartlanders of 2007